I spent the last few day knocking the noob off the alt. I did not find it to be that much fun because I constantly found that I had to struggle not make the new avatar into an Ima twin. Finally, she was equipped with all the best, latest, and greatest…and I just could not connect to this new avatar. It felt awkward, and I was overthinking every little move, including posting a pic on the feeds…Style might be a give away.
More than anything, I really could not get past the feeling of the alt being somehow just plain dishonest. Dishonest with myself, mainly. I have identified with my Ima Rang avatar for nearly 7 years, and wow, I miss my pixel chick! I miss my friends, the feeds, and somehow, I really miss a piece of me. It really changed the feel of SL for me. I did not even have a desire to log in the alt today.
To be, or not to be…really is the fucking question. At this point, it felt like I had to make a decision as to which scenario was more uncomfortable…Not having the comfort of my pixel chick or the relentless name calling and empty accusations. Yeah, I guess I will just have to put up with the name calling and the lies. It really is only important that I know the truth about Ima’s operator. I want to continue to experience the joy that SL brings me, but that is not going to happen without Ima…So bye bye alt, I hardly knew ye…
Go ahead and tell us how many you made a bet with…We know you will 😛
I’m going on a love fest…! MWAH!